You Think I Don't Know

She walks into your room and your demeanor changes.
You are different when she is around.
She speaks and you are lost in her.
I see this because that was you when I was the one.
I know that you have moved on in a way that I can't stop and am ready to say goodbye.

I always said if there was another then I was gone. I meant that because I can never trust you again.

I knew that when I was away that you had changed. I think you don't know that I am on to your new affections, but I am.

These are things I knew back in July, my thoughts I wrote down but not to share. Well times and things have changed and so have I. You have moved on and I am fine with that. What we had, will never be again because it can't be repaired. We may still stay friends but that is all we will ever be and that is why I am sad today. To know that we were once one and that people were jealous of our relationship and now are in disbelief of what we have become. Never thought we would not be together, but that is what it is and always will be.

Well you have chosen your path and I will choose mine. I hope that you find happiness and I will do the same.

Just Some More Random Thoughts

It has been some time since I last posted something and I promise to do more of it in the future. I guess if I made New Years resolutions, this could be one of them. Not that anything I have to say is of any consequence to any of you who might actually read it. For all I know it is just something I do to clear my head from time to time.

Did you ever have a song that when you heard it you can remember where it was you heard it for the first time, who you were with, what you were doing? Well that just happened to me and a particular song. It's one of those memories that puts a smile on your face and you reflect on the fun you had. That's why I love music, I love that it can change my mood from happy to sad and then back again. Sometimes I hear a song and right away I have to call that friend to share it with them. I have a couple of friends I do that with and there have been many times when I check my messages and all I get is the song, no message just the song. I instantly know who called and it always puts a smile on my face. So to those friends (and you know who you are) I say thank you for all the great memories, I just we could see each other more so we can create more .